Lyrics

baby, stay forever and a day
learn to play with my body in a hundred different ways
learn to link up all the dots with the soul, with the thoughts

till the drums cut you off going rah-tah-tah (ha-ha-ha-ha-ha)
how did you get so good?
how did you get so kind?
How did you get so good?
How did you get so kind?
how did you get so good?

Lyrics

i fight it every day
why am i this way?
a nigga tryna maintain
i sit and tell myself, "okay
we gotta find another way
you gotta find another way

you gotta find another way-yeah-ow"
don't be so down, c'mon young homie
you'll be okay, you'll find real love
all of the stories, the hero gets lonely

Lyrics

and the year before was buddist
to keep from buying me clothes, i bet you'll probably be a nudist, huh?
probably have my moms on maury, asking them to prove it

so i put my face on albums so you'll have to face the music
and when i think about it, it couldn't of been that hard
i didn't need the money, man, i just wanted the card
but you was always busy or like

ficdate publisheda/n
all lies are lies (daisy in false love)22/06/30give me a do-over rn istg
all of the stories, the hero gets lonely22/11/23all my txt fics are good people just don't read them
allow me into your imagination (and reality)24/08/09mattrae. fake dating. YIPPEE!!!
and we are not alone (echo my song)24/06/28hadestown. and binneul. literally so good!
be cool and move on22/11/11literally the cutest thing ever but jihoon is devious as hell
can you handle me?23/04/14―23/04/15happy dojae day fuckers
did nobody ever tell you grapes are better in september?23/02/10i absolutely love this oh my god me when the when if the when
don't ever let me come down from your love23/0/31i LOVE JOHNIL but this fic actually took forever
eight words when i think about us...23/10/27SHIMKONGZ MAKE ME GO INSANE ISTFG
everything that felt like a dream is falling apart22/11/17―23/05/26serillen babygirl coded
flash, flash, mmm, cheese!?22/10/01shy yechan agenda anyone???
for years and years24/06/01happy pride month look at some T4T GYUBRIK!!!!!!!!!
give it up!22/06/26projected onto taeil here ngl
great things manifesting right in front of me (i’ll be the king of my castle)22/08/20the sandwiches in this are the ones my dad makes for lunch
i asked you please to leave my heart but you refused to go23/12/15baekhyun needs like a really good hug and not from xing
i can change all of your moods23/01/06jaehyun is an idiot but guess what? it worked!
i could be your love, but nevermind22/06/19choonghyun is not a bitch irl i don't know why i made him so mean here
i know it sounds super cliché22/11/01i didn't stan exo when baekxing knew each other
i love it, love it, love it22/06/18why is this so popular? anyways the subspace sucks lol
i run, i crash, i get hurt (but the more i try, the more i fall)22/08/23i love this fic sm. my little homosexual witch doyoung
i think i need some loving tutorials23/03/11wip for over a month lol it turned out not as cute as i wished it did
i think i'm in love with you24/04/07happy johnmarkfest heres the greatest sweetest fluffiest au of my career
i'm movin', i'm movin', i'm movin' on23/04/28a buncha words fr
i'm not blushing !!23/03/35"i fucking hate you" "hate you more" loving the dynamic
i'm not good with names and faces24/04/06johnmarkfest but make them have raw sex
i'm talking with my hands, oh baby, here is my confession23/01/01service top ten over everything
i’m the one for you, can’t nobody do you better (honey, honey)22/09/04jaehyun is kind of a people yuta pleaser but he consents i swear
it sings to me like fa-la-la-la, la23/12/25merry christmas! here's some yuwook love
it was a murder but not a crime24/09/30oh gyub... he's not good for you.
kiss me and bite me23/11/18ricky had me G U I L T Y
like you're addicted (i can't handle)24/05/28happy birthday matthew...?
(let's make) love on the floor23/02/14uhhh johnmark smut that's literally it
let's do the time warp again!22/12/25if i gave myself more time this would've been better
my baby got me looking forward to the end of the day22/11/02i should do free use kink more... (looks at drafts)
my mind which is stuck in a nostalgic maze22/08/27you people get to imagine the initial jigyu sex lol sry not sry
most people really don’t get me (blank stare, don’t care, don’t ask)22/07/24why is this so popular it's so weird for a smut
night after night (fucking you right)23/08/20umm basically top hoon >>>>>>
now you need to face the truth22/09/15okay raise ur hands if nohyuck glass box had you feeling things
one, two, counter-punch, knockout!22/11/29someone pin me against the ground fr
please don’t go, (i’ll eat you whole) i love you so22/10/31kun ignoring ten's offers lol
please tame me24/08/30ricky freak central
says he’ll love you no matter what (cheers you up so incredibly)22/11/30i always miss taemin
stars are only pretty from afar, hee (i’m fucked and i know that i am)22/09/22short yoonbae fluff
there's no need to hide our desire23/11/10nobody gets bbangiz like i do
tonight, i kinda want you to come over22/12/18this ship doesn't exist but this smut is actually my best
what if it's all just pretend? (my life has turned around like a movie)23/12/24merry christmas heres they/he ricky
while everything between us is getting wet23/03/13nana being the unofficial recipient of this fic
you are the only one who doesn't know the whole world is in love with you23/09/24it got WAYYY longer than expected lol
you don’t know me but i wanna say hello (think about you every night)22/08/09―23/02/20renjun = y/n
your new boyfriend's an asshole... (whoo!)23/01/26―yes. i love this.
fic (ao3)fic (wp)date publisheda/n
❥ 𝟮 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗨𝗦 𝟭.𝟮 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗨𝗦 𝟭. ❥ sungtaro.22/11/05―23/03/12i wanted to write angst and i have no idea why i thought of sungtaro for it first
❥ 𝗔 𝗠𝗘𝗟𝗢𝗗𝗬.𝗔 𝗠𝗘𝗟𝗢𝗗𝗬. ❥ gonhun.22/04/15―22/08/26i am obsessed with flower diseases because of this silly little book
❥ 𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 𝗙𝗜𝗚𝗨𝗥𝗘.𝗔𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗢𝗡 𝗙𝗜𝗚𝗨𝗥𝗘. ❥ nct.21/12/04―22/11/18annoying update schedule. why did i do this to myself?
❥ 𝗖𝗔𝗡'𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗘𝗘 𝗠𝗘.𝗖𝗔𝗡'𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗘𝗘 𝗠𝗘. ❥ tomorrow x together.22/01/01literally my favourite fic but nobody reads it :(
❥ 𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗬 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗘.𝗖𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗬 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗘. ❥ johntenmark, kunten, markyong, johnjae23/03/21get tenmarkyong help
❥ 𝗗𝗘𝗧𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘.𝗗𝗘𝗧𝗘𝗖𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘. ❥ sope.21/04/10―22/09/01my writing was so CRINGE at the beginning i am so sorry
❥ 𝗚𝗔𝗟𝗔𝗫𝗬.𝗚𝗔𝗟𝗔𝗫𝗬. ❥ sope.21/10/30―22/04/09i actually love tae's redemption arc in this
❥ 𝗛𝗢𝗠𝗘.𝗛𝗢𝗠𝗘. ❥ nct.22/06/27―22/07/08if jaejae is not the mother to all of them then it's at least the dreamies (inspired by dream x mmtg)
❥ 𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘.𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘. ❥ minsung.21/11/11―22/04/24this makes me want to write minsung smut and another really annoying character
book 1, book 2, book 3, book 4, book 5, book 6𝗛𝗢𝗪 𝗧𝗢 𝗠𝗔𝗞𝗘 𝗙𝗥𝗜𝗘𝗡𝗗𝗦 (𝟭-𝟲). ❥ cix.22/10/31, 23/03/01, 23/08/03, 23/12/14, 24/04/22, 24/10/11i would commit a murder with my besties too honestly
❥ 𝗜 𝗔𝗠.𝗜 𝗔𝗠. ❥ renhyuck.23/01/13―23/03/14this wasn't going to be a series but then side renhyuck became full renhyuck
❥ 𝗜𝗡𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗧𝗘.𝗜𝗡𝗙𝗜𝗟𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗧𝗘. ❥ trendz.22/07/10―22/08/25look ateez were an afterthought but mingi owns my whole heart in here
❥ 𝗜𝗡𝗩𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗚𝗔𝗧𝗢𝗥.𝗜𝗡𝗩𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗚𝗔𝗧𝗢𝗥. ❥ sope.22/09/01―23/08/17johnjae were only added so i'd have an explanation for kun and the helicopter
❥ 𝗝𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗔𝗡 𝗔𝗖𝗧.𝗝𝗨𝗦𝗧 𝗔𝗡 𝗔𝗖𝗧. ❥ yuwin.22/12/01―originally a oneshot but then i changed my mind lol
❥ 𝗟.𝗜.𝗙.𝗘.𝗟.𝗜.𝗙.𝗘. ❥ kunten.23/05/24―holland being levelheaded while ten drools over a man
❥ 𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗧.𝗟𝗢𝗖𝗞𝗘𝗧. ❥ nct.23/03/17―no thoughts head empty only mama 2020 resonance stage (im learning to play the inst on the piano)
❥ 𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗧 & 𝗙𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗.𝗟𝗢𝗦𝗧 & 𝗙𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗. ❥ shimkongz.23/10/03―in a silly goofy mood??
❥ 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗦.𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗔𝗟𝗟 𝗢𝗙 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗦. ❥ a pluto side story.22/09/19―22/09/30i did this for the meanie proposal also rings are cool
❥ 𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗜𝗗𝗘.𝗢𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗜𝗗𝗘. ❥ nct.23/02/01―sanghyun is a lil bitch boy
❥ 𝗣𝗟𝗨𝗧𝗢.𝗣𝗟𝗨𝗧𝗢. ❥ junhao.22/09/05―22/09/16i love writing tragedies.
❥ 𝗥𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗕𝗘𝗥.𝗥𝗘𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗕𝗘𝗥. ❥ taeten.23/11/05―i think i should stop projecting
❥ 𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘.𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗢𝗡𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘. ❥ nct.22/11/18―smrookies were sort of shoved in last minute i hope you can't tell
❥ 𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗝𝗢𝗥 𝗞𝗜𝗠 𝗦𝗔𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚.❥ 𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗔𝗡𝗖𝗘 𝗠𝗔𝗝𝗢𝗥 𝗞𝗜𝗠 𝗦𝗔𝗦𝗨𝗡𝗚.22/12/01―i would totally fuck park hyunjin im just saying. peep the website.
❥ 𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗖𝗞 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗬𝗢𝗨.❥ 𝗦𝗧𝗨𝗖𝗞 𝗪𝗜𝗧𝗛 𝗬𝗢𝗨.22/12/01―i don't like coffee so do this with boba if ur tryna win me over
❥ 𝗦𝗨𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗢𝗩𝗔.𝗦𝗨𝗣𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗢𝗩𝗔. ❥ sope.21/05/10―21/10/30greatest plot, good execution
❥ 𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘 𝗠𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞.𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘 𝗠𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗖𝗞. ❥ chanlix.21/07/03―21/09/06if i got a do-over, i would take it in a heartbeat
❥ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗚𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗟 𝗚𝗔𝗬’𝗦 𝗚𝗨𝗜𝗗𝗘 𝗧𝗢 𝗠𝗜𝗦𝗖𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗔𝗡𝗘𝗢𝗨𝗦 𝗠𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗞𝗘𝗦.𝗧𝗚𝗚𝗚𝗧𝗠𝗠. ❥ luten.22/01/10―soft ten is something i should write more but he's such a devious little minx
//𝗧𝗛𝗘-𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗘-𝗚𝗥𝗢𝗨𝗣. ❥ nct oneshots.21/09/04―i have the urge to turn all of these into full fics
❥ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗢𝗙 𝗙𝗔𝗩𝗢𝗨𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘.𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗢𝗙 𝗙𝗔𝗩𝗢𝗨𝗥𝗜𝗧𝗘. ❥ nct 127.22/10/03―22/11/29i would totally pull a jaehyun because that bitch...
❥ 𝗧𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨.𝗧𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨. ❥ dojae.23/10/04―dojae <3
❥ 𝗩𝗘𝗚𝗔𝗦.𝗩𝗘𝗚𝗔𝗦. ❥ kunten, dojae, xiaocas, noren.23/02/23―all my silly fruitcakes
❥ 𝗩𝗢𝗜𝗖𝗘.𝗩𝗢𝗜𝗖𝗘. ❥ sope.21/10/20―21/11/20this sope over everything
❥ 𝗪𝗛𝗢.𝗪𝗛𝗢. ❥ nomin.23/06/07―23/09/17jaemin is partially gay and jeno is gay to an extent (he's also dumb lmao)
❥ 𝗪𝗛𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗚𝗢𝗡𝗡𝗔 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟?𝗪𝗛𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗚𝗢𝗡𝗡𝗔 𝗖𝗔𝗟𝗟? ❥ booseoksoon.23/10/01―i have never watched ghostbusters
❥ 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗥𝗘.𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗔𝗥𝗘. ❥ chenji.22/09/16―23/01/12projected onto hyuck a lil here
gift toficdate publisheda/n
adulteryeight words when i think about us...23/10/27catsona ricky catboy ricky agenda
blueknocking at your door (who's there? the boy next door)24/01/04secret santa moment!
discoyeoniedevour me whole23/07/16y'all i deeply apologize
EG (my friend)there’s nothing i would not do for you23/03/03happy birthday serim to my allen
katcotton candy skies like i'm stuck in a dream (you're the one that i need)22/08/05luv was reading my trendz fics and i couldn't help it also hankook babygirl agenda
luciathere's no need to hide our desire23/11/01MATTRAE!!!!!!!
megeven if i die and wake up23/06/17geum deserves love
midahliaall the weight of the shoulders of the gods (living in a phenomenon that fills your mind)22/09/24midahlia and noren mix very well.
midahliacan’t think but you got thoughts (watch your eyes as they close)22/08/16demons. noren. midah.
midahliai'll dance and play as i cast a spell (i'm a little monster)23/01/09―yuten only get more unhinged unfortunately
midahliait will reach the universe (and your heart)23/01/15i am having the urge to write a sequel and yes hyuck's friends question renjun
midahliawe were catching sparks when we met24/01/24HAPPY BIRTHDAY POOKIE!!!!!
midahliawishing upon a star love, made out of star dust23/01/15season 2 seaside johnmark when ???
nanadid nobody ever tell you grapes are better in september?23/02/10angst lol also poetic sex
nanai don't wanna write about it, i just wanna live it22/08/03complete surprise. did it on impulse. this verse makes me feel.
nanai'm... bi?23/06/13sumin is an absolute ally
nanai'm in love with stayc's brother...23/06/13the worst writer's block of my life
gift fromficdate publishedr/n
midahliaa sinner's redemption22/12/29taeyong's insane behaviour just like me fr
nanablub! blub... blub? (therapy! for... fish?)23/03/12mertaro RIGHTS
toribecause we're together23/12/04birthday fic pt 2 and its actually NOT SMUT!!
torijust take a bite of me22/12/04birthday fic from myself to myself

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